Dreamer, Philanthropist, Daughter, Sister, Friend, Devoted Girlfriend, Lover of all things pink, Child at heart, Avid scrapbooker, Wannabe photographer, Jet setter, Certified Nurse Assistant with an Associates Degree in Pre-Nursing. Emma is currently a Nursing Student living in the mid-west.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

I feel disgusted with myself right now.  There are many things about myself I wish I could change, but the one that NEEDS to change is laziness.  I am a complete couch potato and I hate it. I have no motivation to do anything that I am not required to do.  

Today was my day off this week and I did a few productive things, but definitely not enough.  My new furniture was delivered to the house.  In the end, I was missing three pieces but I quickly worked it out with the furniture company and will be receiving them end of this month.  Then I took a few things back to the mall, found a stunning little black dress to wear Saturday night among other items and painted my toenails.  

All of this sounds like a lot, but I feel like it is nothing.  I sat for a good 5 hours in front of the TV today.  Well, about three of those were spent in my bed watching a movie on my computer trying to fight off a headache.  But still....

This lifestyle just isn't acceptable to me anymore.  I needed to work out today and didn't,  I need to clean my house, get boxes for the big move, do laundry etc.  Why can't I get motivated to do these things?  I wish I were more like my mother.  She gets stuff done.  She is an excellent To Do lister and I above all wish I would have adopted that trait.  It bugs me to death knowing I spent that much time just sitting.  

So with all that said, I am making a change.  some say it takes 21 days to break a bad habit and tomorrow is number 1.  I am getting up when my body tells me to in the morning.  I wake up everyday at 7:50, on the dot. But, somehow I manage to fall back asleep until 9 or 10 and then I feel tired and sluggish all day.  So, tomorrow is the day.  I need you all (I write like a million people read this) to keep me accountable.  Here I come To Do world. 

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