Dreamer, Philanthropist, Daughter, Sister, Friend, Devoted Girlfriend, Lover of all things pink, Child at heart, Avid scrapbooker, Wannabe photographer, Jet setter, Certified Nurse Assistant with an Associates Degree in Pre-Nursing. Emma is currently a Nursing Student living in the mid-west.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Easy A.

Maury and I watched this movie last night. It was really good; funny, cute, but had a few slow moments. The main character, Olive, was hysterical as was her eclectic style and her family. I loved her parents most of all. Very laid back and witty, but what I loved most is they trusted their kid.

So the story goes, Olive helps save a homosexual friend from his daily trials and tribulations by agreeing to have fake sex with him at a party, so everyone could hear. He would be considered a god and she a slut, but she didn't care. She was helping a friend and his happiness was more important to her than her own reputation. Eventually other not so attractive/popular males find out she is doing such "deeds" and ask her to help them, which she does, reluctantly.

All the while, the "Jesus Freaks" at school, as they are termed, giver her hell because she is a whore. They call her names, tell her she is going to hell and say awful, horrid things to her and about her to every one. They say they want to pray for her, but they also want her to to get the hell out of their school. This is all coming from a group who sings praise and worship songs during lunch and changes the mascot at school from the Blue Devils to the Woodchucks. All in the name of Jesus.

They begin reading the Scarlet Letter in English class and one of the Lord lovers tells Olive she should start wearing a red letter on her clothing as she too is a skank. So, Olive does just that. She wears the most provocative clothing possible, with a big red "A" sewn into every piece.

During a visit to the counselor's office, she runs into Mary Ann, the leader of the Jesus Freaks, crying outside. She tells Olive her boyfriend's parents are getting a divorce. Olive does her best to comfort her and Mary Ann tells her, "But they go to our church! What will people think?" Olive says it will all work out and Mary Ann is convinced she has converted her and hugs her. She wants to be best friends with her now, because she is converted and they begin to hang out every day together.

A few days later, Mary Ann's boyfriend is in the doctor's office with chlamydia, and blames it on Olive when prompted by his mother (while she slaps him incessantly) to confess. His mother calls Mary Ann's mother and she calls Mary Ann at school and tells her. Mary Ann goes to Olive and slaps her in the face.

I wont' give away the ending, but it's a pretty good one. What I will give away is my opinion of the movie and it's moral story.

I wasn't disgusted at all with Olive's fake promiscuity, what I was disgusted with was the portrayal of the Christian faith in the movie. I feel like this is what people think Christians are really like, and yes I do agree there are a lot of them like this. But what about the rest of us? The one's who don't act like that at all? We get lumped into this stereotype that we live an outside profession of faith and on the inside we are rotten to the core. Even though she never proclaimed to have religious beliefs of her own, she acted more like Jesus in the movie than the Jesus freaks themselves. She put others needs before her own and helped her friends and even those she wasn't friends with. She never judged anyone, for anything. Now I am not saying it's appropriate to have fake sex all over school in an effort to be like Christ, but in all reality, I would choose her role over Mary Ann's any day. It seems to me that people who portray Christians and even people who claim to be Christians think waaaaay too much about what others think and show no compassion or love to those who don't believe the way they do. This was not Jesus' message at all. He came to save the sinners, not the saints. And for that matter, God is not impressed by how much scripture you can quote, how many times you pray and what you say when you do it or even how many worship songs you know. He cares about your heart and what you do for others. He has left us with a new commandment from the cross. "Love your neighbor as I have first loved you." I think if we were to be graded on such matters of faith, the latter would get us an "Easy A."

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

I haven't blogged in a while. I don't know why. Maybe I don't have anything interesting to say anymore. Seems like a lot of what I did was complain last year. I've done many an interesting thing, but nothing I have felt compelled to write about. So for the sake of updating, I will write about my last year, in honor of the new year.

Last year was a great year. I competed for my state title and placed third runner up. That wasn't exactly what I was hoping for, but it is what it is. I've decided to write a book about it. My pageant journey. I am well into the workings and ins and outs of book writing. Maury was the brilliant one. He pushed me to do it. He knows I love to write and thought my story might be an intriguing one. He's the genius in this relationship. He now declares to people in conversation that I'm writing a book and "we" are getting it published. I love him for being so supportive and I can't help that it's pretty sexy to have a man believe in you and your talents.

I did the 3-day again this year and finished #349 out of 3,000 people. I was pretty proud of myself considering I didn't even break the thousand mark the year before with Maury basically dragging me across the finish line. It was a great experience.

I just started my last semester of nursing school and am set to graduate May 6th with my pinning on May 11th. I can't believe it's finally here. I have worked long and hard. It will be so bittersweet.

In other news, Maury is moving here, which is pretty big news itself. I have prayed for this for a long, long time. I never in a million years thought he would move here. I thought I would graduate school and move to Texas to be with him. We have found a church we love here and our family and friends are here. It's so crazy to think that things are coming together this way. Not at all how I had planned. But I guess that's how God works. It's never quite the way you expect or dream, but it turns out to be the best. Maybe that's why I have had anxiety the last few months. Things are coming together, things I never thought would prosper.

Our relationship is changing. I feel like we are on the same road, working towards the same goal. He's taking the lead more and more and I am praying that God will help me be encouraging in every way that I can.

I interviewed this evening for a position as an extern in Mother and Baby at a local hospital here. I am excited to hear the news later this week. My jewelry line is taking off and I am selling more and more every day.

I am really excited to see where our lives will go, but I am scared too. I am scared it will all disappear in a minute. I want to hold onto the moments of security and really breathe them in. Because in times of uncertainty it's so easy to forget the security I once felt. So far, it's been a pretty fabulous year and I have a lot to be thankful for.